Crush

Dear M,

I always had a crush on you since elementary and I can't forget when I first saw you in the school service/bus. When you approached me with your small eyes, bright smile, and cute voice. It was that moment that I fell in love with you. I wanted to be noticed by you but you're too dense. Is it because you're 1 year older than me or you only see me as a friend? I always tell myself that "there is still time so be patient". But years has past, you graduated elementary and I thought that I won't be seeing you. Until when I saw you at school, I was relieve that you're still there, thinking that I still have a chance. I always go to school because I had enjoy talking with you and being with you everyday at school. Whenever I'm depressed, you're always there to cheer me up and you're always there to support me. You're always so kind to me that you think of me as a special someone.

When I graduated elementary, I decided to stay at our school because I wanted to see you. I'm a 1st year and you're a 2nd year. I was thinking that this is my last chance. A chance to talk with you, admire you, confess to you, and being with you. But I still don't have the courage to confess to you because you might reject. After a year, I think that I already have enough courage and thinking that you will accept me. I confessed to you and your answer was no. You also said that we can still be friends. After that I went home thinking that I should'nt have said that but it was the right thing to do to forget and to move on. After 2 years, I didn't had anymore feelings from you and decided to focus on my studies. But we're still friends and can talk with each other. You were about to graduate highschool and go to college. I can tell that we won't be seeing again each other. After you left highschool, I didn't had the time to say goodbye to you. I felt sorry to myself that I won't be hearing you say your last words for me.

Thanks to you, I didn't had any regrets experiencing moments with you. I didn't also regret the confession to you. Without that confession, I won't be able to move on. Thank you, that I experienced love and pain from you. Without you I don't know what kind person will I become. If you are reading this, I will tell you that you are always be in my heart.

Posted on 2015-08-09 09:13:21 by Anonymous  

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