I know how blessed I am. In my head I know that I am extremely blessed to have a job, to buy the things I want, to have a roof over my head, to have friends, to have had this education, to have a family.
I know all that.
It's just there are days when knowing it all becomes routinary. There are days when it's harder to appreciate it and stand in awe of it.
There are days when it's just a little harder to appreciate it all.
Days when you look around and there's no one beside you. Days when you walk home and it's cold and there's no one to hold you. Days when you are excited about something and there's no one to share it with.
Days when you feel like everything you have worked hard for, you can't share it with anyone.
It's just a little harder. I know it will pass. I just need to let it out.