Dear Heart Stealer,
You're my best friend. You're the person who I trust more than myself. And that day, that day you and I were laying on the grass and you got close to me, whispering with your soft voice, 'kiss me', I never should have. Never. If I had known what would have happened and what will happen, I never would have.
Never would I have loved.
Never would I have kissed your lips.
Never would I have held your dirty hands.
Never would I have laid next to your scarred body.
Never would I have shed the tears for you.
Never would I have stopped hurting.
Never would I have started hurting.
Never would I have been hurt.
Never would I have had to say goodbye.
Never would I be walking home and walk past our usual spot and see that you left something from the last time we were there and have a mental breakdown, remembering all the feelings you caused and all the times you made me feel loved.
I loved you.
I love you.
And you stomped on me.
"What do you do when the one who broke your heart, is the only one who can fix it?"