The crushed crush.

  I've known you for awhile now and I can recall the first time I met you clearly. I remember the butterflies that swarmed through my stomach everytime I saw you, I remember anticipating to see you, I remember when you called my name for the first time, I felt wings growing on my back and lifting me up. For me, you were my idea, l type but I always felt I met you too late and too soon. When we first met, I wasnt ecactly who I had hoped to be around you. I was too quiet, shy, and awkward. Soon after I realized you had someone else in mind. That person came around a few times with you, even though the both of you seem to be well attracted to each other, I kept my hopes up. I waited for you. I always though, maybe if you both really do end up together, would you invite me to your wedding? These thoughts ran through my mind constantly every single time I saw you both. I heard that that person doesn't treat you like how you should be. I heard that person's parents didn't like you in the beginning but only until they found out your occupatiion they pushed the two together. I was upset. I've tried many ways to get you off my mind, as I knew there was no hope for me.
Years have passed now, the two of you are together, and you did not invite me to your engagment. I am always curious, did you never consider me? Through the years, you've seen me transform to the person that I am now. Before I had always hoped that you would somehow communicate with me, you never did. But now you contacted me the first time. I was surprised. However, I am not feeling anything any longer. Your birthday passed, I forgot about it, your phone number that i used to remember, I can no longer recite the digits. Before, you contacting me would make me so happy and thrilled, now I feel nothing. I feel relieved. I am no longer standing in the center of your palm. Goodbye to you, my crush, that lingered around me through the changing seasons and years. I hope you do well, as I will also do well.

Posted on 2013-08-29 19:18:38 by Honest Heart  

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I've known you for awhile now and I can recall the first time I met you clearly. I remember the butterflies that swarmed through my stomach everytime I saw you, I remember anticipating to see you, I remember when you called my name for the first time, I felt wings growing on my back and lifting me up. For me, you were my idea, l type but I always felt I met you too late and too soon. When we first met, I wasnt ecactly who I had hoped to be around you. I was too quiet, shy, and awkward. Soon after I realized you had someone else in mind. That person came around a few times with you, even though the both of you seem to be well attracted to each other, I kept my hopes up. I waited for you. I always though, maybe if you both really do end up together, would you invite me to your wedding? These thoughts ran through my mind constantly every single time I saw you both. I heard that that person doesn't treat you like how you should be. I heard that person's parents didn't like you in the beginning but only until they found out your occupatiion they pushed the two together. I was upset. I've tried many ways to get you off my mind, as I knew there was no hope for me. Years have passed now, the two of you are together, and you did not invite me to your engagment. I am always curious, did you never consider me? Through the years, you've seen me transform to the person that I am now. Before I had always hoped that you would somehow communicate with me, you never did. But now you contacted me the first time. I was surprised. However, I am not feeling anything any longer. Your birthday passed, I forgot about it, your phone number that i used to remember, I can no longer recite the digits. Before, you contacting me would make me so happy and thrilled, now I feel nothing. I feel relieved. I am no longer standing in the center of your palm. Goodbye to you, my crush, that lingered around me through the changing seasons and years. I hope you do well, as I will also do well.

Posted on 2013-09-06 08:01:28 by w3scope