i know it sounds ridiculous but i understand you.
i understand what you cheated.
i know it sounds even more ridiculous but i still trust you.
i believe you when you said you love me. i don't know why but i do. maybe because i know who you are. i know that deep inside you, all you ever want is something better, the best of what this world can offer because god knows how long you have endured the worst.
so i get it.
i understand that you love me with enough love to want me but it is me who is not enough for you.
i feel pain but i don't feel anger.
i feel betrayed but i don't feel misery.
i feel sad but i don't feel any regret.
the only thing i wish is for you to really understand how painful it is when i say i know it is over whether or not i want it to be.
for the millions of women who have been cheated on in this world, you'd think we'd know how painful it is... you think we'd know how to get over it.
but there is no knowing. there is no getting over it. i will just have to get used to it. i will just have to get used to not having you. i will just have to get used to the fact that i am not enough for you. - Xath Cruz
all these fame, glory, glamour recognition, chaos heartaches and pain make us lose track of the fact that life has only one purpose and that is to love everyone as much as we can. - Xath Cruz
You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable.
All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again.
But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful.
So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and...
What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine. - Neil Gaiman (Stardust)
have you realized how small we are in this universe? we float around on this tiny rock, suspended in a space ruled by exploding suns and merciless blackholes. we are protected with several layers of sensitive air. we are threatened daily with meteors so hot it can burn us on contact. we are nothing. and the only way we can bear that is through love. - Xath Cruz (Mission)
You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is [finally] better than your dreams. - Dr Seuss
if you have no intentions of loving me, please don't give me a reason to love you.- Xath Cruz
Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.- Anonymous
Do not think that love in order to be genuine has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired. Be faithful in small things because it is in them that your strength lies. - Mother Teresa
Love is a commandment. It isn't a favor God asked men to do. It isn't an accessory man invented out of boredom. It isn't an adventure we could try at our leisure. Love is a commandment, one of the two that remained. - Xath Cruz
The only thing that can make our life remarkable is love. - Xath Cruz
Not everyone has to possess earthshaking talents. Just common sense and love will do. - Myrtle Auvil