i loveD you...

i dont know why you ruined me...but no longer am i ruined...i want to tell you this, but theres no point in doing it...you wouldnt care in the slightest...nor do you care about me...

 

i highly doubt you even cared in 2006...and thats what hurts...you never loved me, and you cant tell me different...you say i was your first love, but those turned into pity i love yous...were they always? ive come to hate you...and you did that to yourself...but thank you...cos ive been longing for that deep hate that i now feel, for you...

 

oh dont get me wrong, i hate myself as well...but without you, i wouldntve almost loat my life, have a caretaker, have a brain injury...be the "medical miracle" that ive been named...but with what i shouldve done, i wouldve forgotten about you entirely and wouldve joined the navy, moved on with my life...now?

 

well now im making an appointment at the tattoo shop...to cover the DIY tattoo i did in high school...for you...i loved you, cant you understand that?? but the love that i had is way over with...+ have you noticed the past tensein some words?

 

i bet you have...i know you have...and thats what keeps me missing you...

 


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Posted on 2011-07-12 21:35:41 by alovetypething  

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